Bitch Please

so this is long overdue.

I guess i'll start with this pass weekend...i got to spend some extra time with alex this weekend... he came over on thursday instead of friday.. things were going good till his ex-girlfriend called... i got mad and practically didn't sleep all night. I really try not to be like that... i should feel good...i checked his phone, and no he didn't call her back and he didn't even text her.. i guess that should make me feel better. He also made a point to mention to me that i needed to stop being like that cause he is with me, not her.. which i understand. but sometimes i cant help but feel that he's with me and in love with someone else..

I wish i could learn to over look some of that, i mean things have change so much with us. he tells me he misses me now, and he wants to be with me. he sends me kisses through the phone. He has changed a lot, and hopefully i can start to appreciate that and push my bad thoughts away.

he also mouthed "I love you" to me this weekend... awe.. he could tell i wasn't happy with him while i was cooking dinner, so he went to sit on the couch and watch tv.. well i looked up at him and he said i love you.. and of course i was no longer upset with him.. i hate how he has that effect on me.

But anyways. now on to whats bugging me... cough cough kristi cough cough... i swear she is nuts. I was talking to jamie and kristi opened her door and said bri i'm trying to sleep and then shut her door. ARE YOU SERIOUS?

I'm so tired of the whole world revolving around her. She's not the only person who lives here. She's never quiet when i am trying to sleep... AT NIGHT..

She's only taking a nap, i mean come on.

I dont ever ask her to turn the tv down and i never ask her to stop being so damn annoying, so it would be greatly appreciated if she would stop asking me to do things.

whew ok. i feel a little better now.

and now i'm gonna turn the tv back on and tell her to kiss my ass. =]