Bitch Please

so this is long overdue.

I guess i'll start with this pass weekend...i got to spend some extra time with alex this weekend... he came over on thursday instead of friday.. things were going good till his ex-girlfriend called... i got mad and practically didn't sleep all night. I really try not to be like that... i should feel good...i checked his phone, and no he didn't call her back and he didn't even text her.. i guess that should make me feel better. He also made a point to mention to me that i needed to stop being like that cause he is with me, not her.. which i understand. but sometimes i cant help but feel that he's with me and in love with someone else..

I wish i could learn to over look some of that, i mean things have change so much with us. he tells me he misses me now, and he wants to be with me. he sends me kisses through the phone. He has changed a lot, and hopefully i can start to appreciate that and push my bad thoughts away.

he also mouthed "I love you" to me this weekend... awe.. he could tell i wasn't happy with him while i was cooking dinner, so he went to sit on the couch and watch tv.. well i looked up at him and he said i love you.. and of course i was no longer upset with him.. i hate how he has that effect on me.

But anyways. now on to whats bugging me... cough cough kristi cough cough... i swear she is nuts. I was talking to jamie and kristi opened her door and said bri i'm trying to sleep and then shut her door. ARE YOU SERIOUS?

I'm so tired of the whole world revolving around her. She's not the only person who lives here. She's never quiet when i am trying to sleep... AT NIGHT..

She's only taking a nap, i mean come on.

I dont ever ask her to turn the tv down and i never ask her to stop being so damn annoying, so it would be greatly appreciated if she would stop asking me to do things.

whew ok. i feel a little better now.

and now i'm gonna turn the tv back on and tell her to kiss my ass. =]

A wonderful weekend.

So Sadly the weekend is almost over, but this one was a good one. Alex actually came to charlotte to see me, and it was his idea!

Friday he was running kinda late so all we didn't do that much. We made a trip to the grocery store and decided to eat cheap. So we bought hamburger Helper and rented pineapple express.. And well pineapple express sucked.. one of Alex's friends who works at the court said he was good....well he must have been smoking a joint while watching it, cause it sucked.. But that's ok.

Saturday, we did some running around... got some Colombian junk food, and got some stuff for his car.. We decided to eat out sat, so i took him to Buffalo Wild Wings, cause I knew he would love it...and he did. We also rented another movie. I picked out My Best Friends Girl, and it was really good..alex liked it too. And early sat morning .... 2am in the morning...i accidentally set off the fire alarm in the apt... whooops. I decided i was hungry and wanted some jalapeno poppers.. I did them in the oven cause i wanted them to be good... well there was something burning in the bottom of the oven and with my luck.. the fire alarm went off.. I felt so bad for waking everyone up.. but thats my luck. =P

Sunday we went to the mall and bummed around, then headed to his friends apt in belmont (Kara).. I had an awesome time, Happy "Martini" Day..

But this weekend was awesome, I enjoyed it so much. Me & Alex got along the whole time, with no issues what so ever. I think it's the most fun we've both had together in a while. It was amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better weekend. And also alex was being so sweet, he's usually not very lovey dovey, but sat night we were laying in the bed watching that movie and i wasn't very close to him cause he was on the laptop..but he looked at me and said "Can you get closer, I know your just right there but i miss you already. " AWE. alex never says things like that. But ok I guess thats enough about my weekend. IT WAS AWESOME. =]

&& I hope it snows.